Monday, 24th April 2023.
08:53

I’m currently perched on the edge of this sofa, being refused entry to a job. It was short notice and they didn’t knowi was coming. Oh well! There is always another day.
09:50
Job 2 done over at Holborn. Now I have to drive back to Hogh Wycombe to collect materials for tomorrow.
After all my bad news at the weekend, I spent the remainder of it in bed, sulking. I achieved nothing by doing it, so my flat is in a state. I haven’t done any washing, cleaning,……The list goes on.
12:34
The first bit of good luck. I’m home. I have the rest of the day off to achieve some goals.
17:31
I’ve achieved a couple but made more misery.
I accidently deleted some test results I needed, so I’ll have to re-test tomorrow. I’m just adding to my stress.
18:26
A good show to watch, if you’re bored, is Justified. Timothy Olyphant. I love that guy.
Tuesday, 25th April 2023.
06:13
Get up every morning. What the fuck for? Who knows? Brain washing, a lifetime of brainwashing.
20:09
I drove around London, for what seemed like all day. Doing various pick-ups, drop and retesting.
I still arrived at the actual job I was doing, in Slough, at 11am. I was fucked already. We dragged it out until around 2pm, then went home.
An abysmally dull day. I’m definitely losing the will to live.

