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Monday, 29th May 2023. I finally received a dvd copy of McVicar over the week. I watched it yesterday. What a fantastic movie. I’d forgotten how good it is. But, today is adulting day. Washing, rubbish, vacuuming, bed changing, and a shower might be good. But first: Tuesday, 30th May 2023. No work. No life. No money…….OK, a slight exaggeration. …
Tuesday, 23rd May 2023. I spent 20 minutes holding my 18 year old son yesterday. He was crying his eyes out after talking to his “mother.” Afterwards, she wanted to talk to me. I refused. She then sent one of those, “Fine. I’ll leave you both to it” texts. She really has no concept of what being a good parent …
Thursday, 18th May 2023. The things that keep me going are beyond a joke. So much beyond a joke, I can’t even divulge them. This means they are quite bad(or embarrassing). I wish I knew how to live with the ghosts. I have so many. Some dead. Some living. Mostly memories. Friday, 19th May 2023. No work today. I waited …
Monday, 15th May 2023. My favourite day. Council tax payment day(sense the sarcasm). I’m pretty sure, at this point, that someone is playing a big joke on all of us, and when I say, all of us, I mean the human race………. As long as someone is having a laugh, I suppose. Men are bottom feeders. We live on the …
Friday, 12th May 2023. Is it summer? I hadn’t noticed. Spring even? FUBAR! Past winds batter me every day. What’s wrong with the future? L-Bobs left the front door wide open last night. I could have been killed in my sleep. Would it have been a bad thing? Today, I’m in Slough. Working at Lego. This is the office with …
Tuesday, 9th May 2023. A Tuesday that is a Monday. I another next week, as I have to have a day off to deal with a maintenance thing in my flat. By the time we get to the end of this month, I’ll have had a month of bank Holidays! I don’t feel good for it. I shouldn’t be left …
Saturday, 6th May 2023. The problem with being a man is women! Fuck! I love them, but they are so difficult? Hmm? Maybe the wrong word. They are so…..? I dunno. Jesus! I don’t know? Women. I love them. They are everything. Man, they procrastinate. I like boobs, as you know. There is more to women than boobs. They do …
Monday, 1st May 2023. Unresolved. I feel everything is unresolved. There need to be closure, for everything. I don’t want to regret dying. Yeah. You guessed it. That’s how I’m feeling today. One of them moods. 15:31 I’ve been out to collect the van. Someone had jack-knifed their truck across the M25. Poor fucker! It was so bad that they …
A stopped clock tells the right time twice a day. Thursday, 26th April 2023. I’m falling deeper down the rabbit hole. I’m clinging on to the roots for dear life. I’ll hold on as long as I can, but reality is slipping away. I play the game, I go to work,I earn the money, I clean the clothes, then apologise. …
Wednesday, 26th April 2023. I’ve had some good times, don’t get me wrong, but was it worth it? I dunno. I think that’s the problem. I, just, don’t know? I’ve been having a bit of a reminisce. Pushing the sofa against the living room door so we wouldn’t get caught. Laying on Damz’s floating bed or touching your legs in …
